Saturday, November 26, 2011

Lonely In A Crowd

Feeling kind of Blah and tired.  That is so strange to me that you can feel lonely when you are with other people.  Had the family here for Thanksgiving (first time in 6 years).  Then my step-son was here yesterday evening, and of course my husband has been off for the holiday weekend.  But there is still that sense of loneliness that is invading my spirit.  I guess because the one person I really wished could have been there wasn't.  Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed the time I spent with family.  My sister's absence was felt.  While the hubbub was going on it was easier to push that empty feeling aside, but now with the quite creeping back in, it is harder to push that emptiness away.  I loved my sister so much.  I wonder how many holidays will pass before her loss will not be felt.

Anyway I hope everyone had a good Thanksgiving!  There are so many things to be thankful for.  Why is it we only seem to celebrate that once a year.  It should be an everyday occurrence.

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